May 26, 2009

Ooops I forgot to write yesterday. It was just P-Day. It was fun. We woke up, and first thin in the morning at 7:00 am, Bro. Zapettini took us golfing! It was fun. We just hit balls at the driving range, then puted around but it was a blast. It was at the San Ramon Golf Club. Then we went to the breakfast at the Halverson's - I love them! Then the rest of the day we emailed, did laundry, played Basketball at the church with our district, and went grocery shopping. It was a good P-day/memorial day! Well today was rough. I had a hard time. It seemed really slow. We had to take our car in to get it serviced today (wheels rotated and oil changed). I have no idea, but it took 3 1/2 hours! We sat in the waiting area for 3 1/2 hours. It wasn't fun. Then we had an appointment cancel, and me and Elder Cain got into an argument too. It wasn't a happy day. I got really discouraged and even thought about how I may just be wasting my time out here. I cried and prayed to my Father in Heaven, for help, answers, and direction. I've always heard of times in people's lives when they totally have to rely on the Savior to get through tough times. Well I'm trying to. I have doubts and bad thoughts but I believe that I can overcome them. I need to develop a stronger more personal relationship with Christ.